Ideal lover
Contemplating over my own intimate relationships and those of others I conclude that ideal lover for me could be only duplicate of me. Imagine, you meet somebody with equal sensitivity and quickness, equally changeable and bizarre; you have endless topics for conversation, eternal understanding and adore.
You feel hands – wise as your own - caressing your body and you hear the words of tenderness, comfort and devotion at the right time, you sense somebody stroking you with mastery and genuine passion you have not known before. Is it closeness with other woman I am dreaming of?
Though I know that polygamy and bisexuality are frequently components of exquisite sensuality and erotic homo relationships could be of higher class than that of heterosexual, I would not reduce image of real love to body parts where gender differences arise. During first most important weeks of existence human embryo has no gender diversity.
We all want to be truly loved. And it is primary feeling. Unfortunately, everybody has his own ideas how true love must look like. Eventually we never get what we dream of, as our expectations are too unique and quantity of persons we meet during lifetime is limited. Our longing for love is insatiable, and never approaches ideal.
Perhaps, giving love has more chances for eternity, because you can CREATE what you are dreaming of. What you receive from others often looks like parody on your desires, it is so funny, small and pale!- it has no sincerity, no mystery, no vibrations! But what you give is under your control, you can add colors, aromas, exclamation signs- all you want to see in your image. Well, here we come back to old truth that secret of love is giving – giving vital energy of your feelings.