Galina Toktalieva - Diary of Female Photographer©


Every housewife knows that the real sign of her adequate housekeeping is sanitary state of kitchen and WC. Smell of toilet can narrate story about  lodgers, as single bone can help paleontologist create picture of dinosaur. Human body is a system of exchange with environment where nor input of nourishment neither output of excretion can be neglected. In general terms, metabolism of living organisms is process of extraction of sun energy from outer space, where all derivatives of this process have equal value.

It is considered to be low to write about excretion and talk about it in society. But feces, as waste products, eliminated from our body, besides bacteria and microorganisms contain particles of our digestive tract, that means they are true product of our biological creative activity. When reading diaries of Salvador Dali, one can see artist paid special attention to his feces and observed them with interest as manifestation of his body creativity. Considering topic of toilets and its sanitary from global point of view, one can keep in mind absence of metaphysical  difference between nutritional inputs and outputs of our body as part of eternal energy circulation. Thoroughly washed apple we are chewing now accumulated range of layers of previous generations urine and feces, as well as air we breath, had multiple times come through millions of other lungs.
There is also social aspect of  problem.
They say, you can judge a nation by its toilets. Development of civilization and sanitation were always interconnected. Today I consider subject of clean, warm and convenient toilets to be as important as other social concerns like literacy, poverty, education and employment.
Afro-American top-model Waris Dirie in her autobiographical book describes the shock she got when coming back to Somali after years spent in USA, she visited normal Somali squat toilet with hordes of flies. At the territory of former USSR, one can see till now many squat public toilets, often very dirty with numerous writings at the walls, including curse and poems, which gives idea that process of excretion was always connected in mind of soviet people with literary activity.

It seems also railway lavatories have never been clean in this country. When you decide to make romantic trip in Trans-Siberian Express, or  travel to Central Asia and China from Moscow, prepare plugs for your nose, which you will need in nightmare toilets, were railway personal not concerned much with questions of hygiene and where toilet paper and soap are luxuries.
The history of toilets is obscure. Hundreds of years people used natural facilities and grass, stones and sand instead of toilet paper. Even in the XVIII century neighboring bushes often served in Versailles as a place to ease. The first water closet in Europe was installed in 1860 in the rooms of Queen Victoria in Coburg, Germany, and queen was the only one who was allowed to use it.
I wonder, why there are so a few free public conveniences in Vienna, and especially conveniences for women? During my long raids as street photographer, I was often confronted with the problem of fruitless search for them. Situation was much better in provincial Graz.
Many public toilets have nowadays so-called Euroschließsystem with 50 cents coin lock, otherwise person of responsibility sits inside and takes the same fee. Automatic lock helps you preserve your privacy, as communication to lady in charge gives strange nuances to the process of urinating in close vicinity to supervision behind cubicle door, but locked door of toilet without personal is merciless in case you burst out and can not find 50 cents to insert in the slot.
Women tend to have more problems with bladder as result of suppressed urination, and need more time for whole affair, though there is always equal quantity of loos for both genders, plus pissoirs exclusively for men, why during festivities the line to lady’s room is always doubled.
Many cafes and restaurants have cramped toilets with old facilities, in controversy to pompous showy atmosphere of main rooms. And every time confronted with problem of output needs, which can never be promptly satisfied in the city, I had a feeling of free energy flow inhibited, and also feeling of penalty I got for mere wish to urinate.
There was popular anecdote about Central Asian nomads, who came to socialism of soviet empire without being spoilt by urbanization.
Family of mountain shepherd got new flat in big city house. When he was asked how it was, he replied his family lived as before in nomad tent put it in the center of dining room. When he was asked how he liked his new WC, he told his family used space behind the tent for this purpose as before. All laughed at stupidity of nomad, who demonstrated in grotesque form nothing more than natural wisdom of body substance exchange with environment.

Graz! I always dreamed to come back and embrace you. At last after year of absence I managed to make the trip with the train and visited traditional festivity VOLKSHAUSFEST on 6 of September, organized by members of communist party - with food, drinks and music. The atmosphere was rather friendly. The provisions were not free, and activists served visitors themselves, earning in this way for needs of the party

Party fans

Party fans

Elke Kahr and Ernest Kaltenegger

Elke Kahr and Ernest Kaltenegger

Leaders of the movement, photographed by me in poor lighted conference hall (Bildungszentrum)

Demonstration of equality

Equality and brotherhood

Group privileges


Occasional walks in green area of Schmelz proved to be useful, because there I observed sheets of papers fixed to the lampposts. It was announcement of upcoming meeting with FPÖ leader H.Strache, and no additional info was available on Internet.
Around nine o’clock today Strache appeared in the gateway of Schutzhaus restaurant.
The private gathering, presented mostly by retired persons greeted him admirably.

Strache is extremely good-looking blue-eyed man with trim figure.
Once when I photographed him in Graz two years ago, something in his posture reminded me of Mussolini, how Duce was depicted by old film chronics.
Perhaps, sex with such a person could be enjoyable performance.
I heard Strache promised he would occupy Vienna mayor post after new elections in 2010.
I wanted to understand what makes Strache rather popular among Austrians.
May be popularity is something one can not control, but only constant years-long work gives chance to this miracle to happen.
As anybody else collecting political information, I come across constant reports about activities of Strache. One can sense his vibes.
What can be hardly said about others.
For example, when I lived in Graz I had impression that all Austria was dark red. Red as tomato.
Nowadays I hear nothing of persons who shared their incomes with poor to get chairs and corresponding salaries in Landtag.

Landhaus

Landhaus

Das Grazer Landhaus in der Herrengasse entstand 1527-1531 als erster Renaissancebau der Stadt Graz

Nächste Landtagssitzung am 16.09.2008
Beginn 10.00 Uhr
Der Landtag Steiermark

Parliament

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When they ask me what confession or political orientation I have, I reply I have none. As wisdom of meditation is to be higher than any concept or idea, my personal wisdom is to belong to any nationality, any political group, and to none in particular. Visiting meetings of Graz Baptists, Mormons, communists, new-Nazi, Greens and lesbians, I tried for a while to be in their skin, but only for a while. Remarkable characters which I try to understand- can be found anywhere.

But my unusual interest in Graz politics had one more simple explanation. Politics is made mostly be men. And though I curse men and often punish them in my thoughts, I like them also very much. I am fond of their figures with slim hips, of their sincere reactions and their type of intellect. I find even smell of their arm-pits more pleasant than that of women. There is also something innocent in how they walk and munch food. Women lack of this innocence, because they exaggeratedly try to be attractive.

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